Maybe after everythin happened .. i wished to b more demanding .. or mayb i have turn into one .. i not sure ..
Sometimes i really wan u to company me .. i know is selfish s u gt ur own frens or ur own space n stuffs to do ..
I dunno why i m nt in mood these days ... been feelin extreme tired .. deep inside i really wanted to cry .. i just dunno why .. but i know .. i must control myself nt to .. n i really dunno y i m havin all these feelings ..
seriously i m crossing my finger .. hope history will not be repeated n i ll nt b disappointed again n again .. i m tired of it and honestly .. i m afraid of it .. afraid of the feelins of sadness .. of sorrow .. and afraid of crying ..
The worst .. i am afraid tat the heart hurts again .. i m not sure the next time it happen .. it can stand the pain tat stuck into it ..
This is just a feelin today .. i dunno why i m thinkin all these ..
Please .. may history will not repeat itself ..
dun worry, v cross ours for u too ;)
ReplyDeletestay strong gal, i'm still here for u no matter wat..
Hey..you hav all the rights to feel so if someone promised you tat he will accompany you. So don't worry. If someone can't learn and want to be the old arse he is. There nothing can be done. Hang strong and we will be ther to catch you if you fall. Ok.
ReplyDeleteNext time, if u need study partner, I'm online la...but don't send lalalalala lilili lolololo. Hehehe.