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Mar 12, 2010

Just a short moment ..

Happiness always ends fast .. We all had our happy moments together in Bukit Merah when i was the one driving .. my 1st time driving out from Kampar town .. was nervous at 1st .. but all ends well .. we manage to reached bukit merah without any obstacles from my driving .. haha ..We had a lot of funs there .. together with Jess,Alicia, Kent and Baby ..
Jess n Kent

Alicia 

 Me n Baby
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 Just for a few days .. when i m gone back to Penang .. so many things had happned ..

Jess and Kent broke up .. Tat's is a shock .. they are such a loving couple .. but glad thing is .. they both takin it calmly .. well .. they are thinkin maturely .. unlike me .. haha ..

Went for Doc's checkup on my eyes .. felt so scare .. thinks a lot .. wat is wrong with my eyes ? Will i go blind ? silly me .. doc said i have dry eyes .. it cant be cure but can only b relief .. well .. i think i should consider myself lucky .. doc's advice me nt to cry too much anymore .. one of the cause of my eyes other than contact lens is . i cried too much n all my natural minerals in my tears are gone .. so i had dry eyes .. even nw .. if i cry .. inside my eye ll turn red .. haha .. scary thou .

Been thinkin a lot in Penang .. Taken to decision to close my heart ..close my feeln to someone .. and truly n fully open back my heart to him .. it was tough .. but rather than hurtin everyone .. is the best way .. i cant make myself to hurt neither of them anymore .. so i take this step .. as long as both of them are happy .. i ll have the smile in me ..

N yes .. i been missing u .. for the days i in Pg .. but i dun wan2 say it .. coz i know it ll make u feel weird . but i said it yesterday .. i was kinda disappointed .. as ur reply way uhh.. erm .. 
Honestly i was really disappointed .. at that moment .. i felt regret in me .. at tat momnet .. suddenly i felt the hurt .. the hurt tat u gave me last time . it reminds me tat moment .. i felt hurt .. but is ok .. is ok i said to myself ..
I m sry for angered up last nite .. was feelin unwell n yet i feel disappointed ..i m sry ..

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