Silly Silly ..

I shouldn't have changed back .. I shouldn't have look back to the past .. to the old me  .. i kinda regret i reborn the old me ..

Giving out so much yet i still cry alone .. this is so pathetic .. or m i bring pathetic now .. haha .. well i dunno n i dun care .. 

Just me being silly lately .. havin the thoughts of  being back .. staying together with u .. nah .. i have to agree tat i being silly .. silly silly Calyn .. 

Well .. now .. i hope i learn my mistakes .. i hope i really do .. From now on .. i wont care so much .. worrying bout someone so badly is sickening me .. 

Probably i m wrong ... but tis is how i feel .. like it or not .. is none of ur prob .. tis is my blog .. being tis silly gal is sickenin me . really feels it .. 

I really did love u a lot .. n i believe i still do .. but recently .. u been showing me tat lovin u is a mistakes .. i hope i m wrong ..

I hate myself for crying over things like tis .. is just now me .. i hate it .. i hate it when my eyes gone red .. i hate it all the time .. i thought eveythin is solve .. but is not ..

I m actually doubting something .. i hope i m wrong again .. seriously .. i dun want to know the truth which hurts my heart so deeply .. whatever the truth is ..