Soaring ..

Maybe I know why .. Maybe i don't ..

As time passes by .. it hurts more and more .. Do i really know why or am I just denying it ..

All i know now .. each passing day .. my heart sore .. the feeling that i cant bare .. not anymore .. it really sore inside out .. it's just so hard to keep the tears from falling down ..

why cant time just stop ? I just wish i have more time ..

Cameron HIghland 2011

Finally .. the trip i long waited for ..

Today is the day .. headed to CAMERON ~^^

Baby surprise me few days back .. say we are going to Cameron today .. i was so damn happy ^^

Called Carmen n Kenny last minute .. had dim sum breakfast together and here we go .. went to Cameron together with Wei Lun as well .. the whole trip was damn fun .. 

On the way up to BOH garden - they looks like gangster =.=

We had just lots fun .. BOH garden for brunch .. Rose Valley .. Strawberry Farm and steamboat .. steamboat there as well .. can say .. so so only .. 

Apple Pie

Dunno what .. ( Chiffon Cake with something)

Pizza 

Banana Carrot Cake

Rosemary Marinated chicken and baby potatoes 

Strawberry Pie (i think)

We had slight problem when we went to Strawberry Farm .. the road too sloppy till that Carmen, Kenny and Wei Lun had to get down from the car only then it able to drive up the slope .. at the same time ,. there were this very leng chai ang moh that helped us to push the car as well (though it wont help) .. but is ok .. 

White roses .. aren't they just beautiful ?

2 tone pink roses .. they're just perfect ..

Volcano steamboat 

Weather is so nice ..bought roses .. bought strawberries .. but most important .. i m with my Baby .. thought he spend some money on the roses for me .. i got bunches of white roses , champagne, 2 tone pink .. i love them so much .. 

All my favorite roses

Strawberries for all

Strawberries for myself and baby 

 Had them in a vase with some Babies .. thought the thorns are killing me .. but is ok .. i still adores them ... Baby too bought cactus for himself .. and also i bought a small plant with me .. pray hard that the roses will last longer and so does my baby plant .. 

My baby plant

Baby's weird looking cactus

White rose hair pin

Headed back to Kampar bout 6.30 plus .. is a tiring yet very very happy fun day .. 

Thanks a lot Baby .. love you so so much ..

Tired n Disappointment ..

I m fucking tiring these few days .. i guess all the members felt the same .. hope this campaign faster over .. 

WE NEED A BREAK !!

today i learnt my lesson again .. reminds me a lot of what daddy also teach me ..

the more you hope, the more you will be disappointed ..

do not count the chickens before it hatches.. 

too many hopes and a broken promise from sweet words .. are seriously hurting at the same time .. disappointing 

Getting my rest now .. tmr is another day .. nitez for now ..

Missing those times ..

Little did i know .. today it brings back too many memories to me ..

it makes me cry ..

I just realized .. or can say .. i realized it long time ago.. just i am living in denial .. that things aren't the same as it used to be ..

our friendship were different if to compared to the time when we were in secondary ..

maybe it's because of distance .. maybe it's because we all have changed .. or maybe it's because we seldom get together on the phone or have the time together like we used to ..

I missed those time .. during our secondary .. where we were always together having fun, going out and chatting bout most of every single things every day ..

I missed those times where we were lending ears to each other's problems .. laughing together at some crazy jokes ..

Maybe it's just me .. feeling this way .. maybe it's just me who lost contact with you all .. I just felt i don't fit into our friendship as paths that we chosen were different .. we used to go crazy bout the korean band .. but now .. i went the other path and you all were updated days by days about them ..

Maybe as we grow up.. life changes up .. we have different mindset bout things and our own life .. 

But no matter what happens .. you will always be my best friends .. the best friends who understand me best when i don't even understand me myself ..

A month plus to go .. before i going to meet you once again .. to the friendship i cherish the most in my life .. a friendship that i will never regret..

Friendship that can't be replaced