98 Degrees : I Do (Cherish you)

This is one of the song that i used to sing n like .. but it's been a while since i last listen to it .. till yesterday .. this song reminds me a lot of stuff .. but to me now .. this song only represent the past feelin of love .. 

dedicated to all the ppl who are reading my blog ..

98 Degrees : I do (cherish you)

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus:
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

Chorus:
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do 

Is a terrible nite ..

I know is gonna be a terrible nite tonite as i may not able to slp .. have to rush finish the Media Planning asgm ..

Little did i know .. situation bcome worst .. Just a pic and the fire is on .. just a pic ..

I m fucking tired of everything now .. 

U asked me to tell u wat did i do to show u tat i m givin u a chance ..must i answer ? u should know .. i m trying very hard .. is just all bullshit ..

shouldnt have from the beginning take this steps .. so we wont argue tat much .. the sentence s long s happy can d no longer exist between us .. u dun understand me at all .. i hate it .. 

It's just a joke n it just a pic .. i understand u ll sad to see tat .. but dun u understand .. it just a pic ..

U know wat ..u can hate me watever u wan .. u can scold me watever u wan .. i dun care anymore coz i m very tired .. 

for u .. forgive n forget might b easy .. for me is not .. i been forgivin for too long .. till it's too hurtful to me ..

Break down point ..

Actually there are a lot of things to write bout .. but the thing is .. i forget most of them ..

maybe is due to the sleepless nite .. which makes my brain not functioning tat well ..

When i get back I opened my door and saw an envelope .. i opened it .. It was an apology card made by Ky-Ean .. and i read it .. inside is full of our memories .. and also he said sorry .. It was a hand made card .. behind it .. there is a 'Now and Forever' lyrics ..

I asked Alicia out to company me .. we went to the Basketball court .. where i eventually broke down .. all the emotions were tumbled down .. been having all sorts of emotions for the past days .. But it was kept inside me .. 

coz i told myself .. i ll not cry anymore .. i ll be tough .. but guess 2nite i had enuf .. i broke down crying ..

i had all these emotions goin into me .. i dunno wat to do .. i m just another lost puppy .. thanks god Alicia is here to keep me company .. she lent me her shoulder to cry on .. thanks a lot gal .. 

I had all the mix up feelings .. i dunno wat i wan .. i dun wan to hurt anyone .. i just wan everyone around me to be happy .. i was pretty sad last nite .. knowin tat u lied or u din .. i dunno .. i dunno which of ur words should i trust .. i really dunno .. n yes .. u screwed up my day yesterday ..

I know i should think for myself .. just i cant .. i cant hurt others nor make them sad .. all i wan is everyone to be happy.. that's all tat worth .. 

All i know now is .. a few more hours i m coming back to Penang .. n yes i miss Penang .. tis is gonna be the time where i can get myself away from all the problems for temporary .. i hope ..

Vegas : A Place for Nice food ..

Sry for the late posting .. Last Saturday .. went to Vegas .. a newly opened restaurant for western foods in Kampar ..

Environment not bad .. playing some slow love songs .. designs .. not bad too .. the missing is .. the cool sea breeze .. haha ..

Well this is what all of us ate : Me, Alicia, Jess, Kent, Ky-Ean and Chuek..

One word to describe the foods .. hmm hmm good ~

~ Forget the name .. some big foot ..~

~ All star burger ~

~ my Lamb chop ~

 

~ Obama something ~

~ Cheezy chicken ~

All the food are nice .. recommended to try .. Prices are also very reasonable .. worth the price ..

IS a nice day today ..

Wakin up in the morning today .. Ahh .. My mood is so beautiful ..

Although i woke up late .. i still manage to get myself a glass of orange juice from the fridge .. and facebook .. haha.. just say .. my mood is just so good ..

Went to class with a smile on my face .. watever i do today .. i just had a smile on my face .. a true happy smile .. guess is becoz i m n a damn good mood .. hehe .. so happy ..

walking everywhere with a smile .. it just feels so good ..

Dun ask why .. i also dunno .. is just wakin up today just feels good .. or to say .. i haven been feeling so so good lately .. hehe ..

Went to class .. haven had my cuppochino .. n i already goin crazy .. guess if i taken .. i probably being shooed out of class .. haha .. 

Even the rain doesn't affect me .. worst .. i feel like goin under the rain n dance .. hehe 

n Yes .. i came home .. into my room .. on the music.. and dance .. i dance with all my heart n all the good mood .. tis time dance is diff .. unlike the time when i dance bcoz i was sad or stress .. haha ..

tis is is really feels good .. i dunno why .. just feels so happy n good today .. hehe

I FEEL GOOD ~~ HAPPY ~~

la~

Yet another day ..

Yet another tiring day .. nt bcoz i having classes or doin stuff .. It's Thursday .. my free day .

Just haven been sleeping well these 2 days .. is fucking tiring .. cant slp .. too many things wonder in my mind ..

I made a decision .. dunno whether is right or wrong .. but i hope i wont regret ..

too many things happened lately .. and bcoz of that .. i have changed .. i have changed into someone new .. someone who is tough n independent .. someone who dun shed tears anymore over small little silly stuff ..

I m tired of crying over things n emotions tat u cant understand ..

You now is the one tat starting to appreciate things when u r at the pinch of losing me .. only now u realize hw hurt i was n i how i was feelings .. put no blame on others .. the blame is on me ..

I tried my very best for the past few weeks to not give up .. i tried my very hard to stay beside u .. but then .. tat time u make me feels tat is nt worthy ..

Things that u do .. words that u said .. is the things tat make me decide .. makes me bcome matured n serious bout life .. makes me tough n independent .. sadness makes me learn ..

Now u tell me u understand how i felt .. how sad i m n how hurt my heart was .. but honestly to sad .. i no longer felt all tat anymore .. i let it b n gave up weeks ago .. i m really tired of crying .. now i m grown up .. i wan to b tough ... no more crying ..

Chances are given over n over again yet u nvr did realize .. taken things for granted .. nw only u realize when u r losin me .. i close my heart but i open back .. given last chance to u and also a chance to me .. hoping there is somethin there to see .. I remembered all the time we had .. all the sweet memories .. all the things u done for me .. but i also do remembered all the tears tat drop coz of u ..

so now .. to say .. hope i din make the wrong decision n hurt myself again ..