A very meaningful song ..

I found this song very meaningful.. 

You show to me this song..

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I cried a tear, you wiped it dry
I was confused, you cleared my mind
I sold my soul, you bought it back for me
And held me up and gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me


You gave me strength to stand alone again
To face the world out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me, you needed me


And I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you and you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool 'cause I finally found someone who really cares


You held my hand when it was cold
When I was lost you took me home
You gave me hope when I was at the end
And turned my lies back into truth again
You even called me "friend"


You gave me strength to stand alone again
To face the world out on my own again
You put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me, you needed me


You needed me, you needed me

Tiredness..

These few days.. i been very very tired.. been having fever for a few days..

Ended my fever with a good news.. Finally I got a chance for a job interview..

I thought u will be happy for me like i was for you .. but then.. i wasnt.. all i thought off how you gonna start ur emo ego again..

U might say i thinking bullshit saying bullshit.. but this is what i see these 2 days.. and u r just keeping it.. i hate it.. i hate u being like this..

Seeing u like this.. i rather fail the interview and wait till you have you job first.. I hate to see all this emo ego goin around you.. around us..

I tried to understand, but after understand it.. i felt u are the one not being understanding.. i felt so tired.. i think you felt tired too..

put u in my shoe now.. try to feel how i feel.. i have been supportive and optismistic for you.. all the time.. but last 2 days.. what i see was so different.. 

now all i wish is.. you get a job before me.. i dun m ind being jobless now..