Day 14..

Another week passed... with or without i realizing it.. i m not sure..

all i know now.. is i will waste all my time doin all shits of assignments and wait for another to meet bie again..

back from taiping yesterday evening.. felt so heavy in heart when to leave bie.. is like we both knows.. it's time to b apart again.. walking on different way .. back to the place where we should be for now..

felt so depress at that moment.. but i know.. time ll come again soon to meet bie again..

2 more days.. i m back to penang.. to see my beloved family.. to see and hug my baby hubbie again.. but .. this time.. time really pass very slow..

I really wish that time could pass faster to meet you and when we are together, time would stop..

Day 8 ..

Class as usual today..

very bad in mood.. no idea why..

Just say.. I had enough of everything today !!

Been unwell since last week.. today vomit twice.. haiz.. food digestion prob i think.. dun really wanna care much... let it be.. it ll go away..

Assignments really stressing me out.. Hopefully can overcome it...

Baby and my bday in a week time.. still have no idea what to buy for him..

Goin to see baby in 2 days time.. HAPPY !!!! 

and also my besties !! yay !!

Day 7..

I got a surprise on Friday nite.. at the very moment where i almost break down... It was Baby.. knocking on my door.. smiling at me.. unexpected visit from him.. I dun care any more... I just hug him.. 

We went around for food.. hugging you to slp for3 nights.. was just a dream come true.. i would never ask for anything else anymore.. but then..

you make me to promise you.. that i wouldn't be emo again.. i wont dare to promise.. but i will try my best..

to see you again.. i ll do anything..

U left again this morning, I tried.. no to fall any tears from my eyes.. tried to keep it in the heart.. tried to think that it was just a dream.. but i m sure.. It's real..

but is ok.. i ll see you again... very soon..

Day 3..

Woke up very early in the morning.. dreamed bout you..

makes my heart sore so badly..

class today was understandable.. tried to ignore the emotions swinging around me..

but cant.. went to gym.. makes me almost in tears.. have to keep it so hardly n badly..

gym is the place where we hang out the most.. our time together working out.. me spending my time in gym just to wait for you .. and you waiting for me.. it really sore my heart..

tried to ignore the emotions again.. but failed..

coming home.. seeing our album.. the bear bear u gave me.. cuts me in deeply.. the feeling of missing you.. really is killing me..

tried to smile.. tried to be happy.. i guess i just cant..

crying myself to sleep every night.. i really miss you so much..

2nd day..

Today is the 2nd day.. without baby here.. it's the 2nd day i have been crying..

was in tears when passed the gym this afternoon.. it's the place of me and baby..


I miss baby so much..


trying to distract myself but i seems cant.. hugging bear bear.. tears dropping..


i m so stress.. assignments.. not in  mood to do.. no in any mood to do anything..


everything i hear your voice.. makes me in tears.. seeing you in msn.. makes me sourish in heart..

i felt miserable.. i need you here .. 

Day 1 for last sem..

Today is day 1 for last sem.. also is the first day i m living alone in kampar without baby by my side..

i have to admit.. i cried a lot today.. since you left early in the morning..

i wanted to hug you so badly and to be by your side so badly..

i miss you so badly.. that when i saw you in msn.. i cried out..

i wanted to come back to penang.. so badly.. to be with my family and baby..