Just a while ...

I know it's weird that i posted 2 post in a day ..


cant do this back to my fb status ..


if i do so, ppl will start asking me what's wrong and am i ok ..

All i want now.. 

Nothing but just a hug and a shoulder for me to cry on ...

I really just need a moment.. to release it ..

Flu..Rejection.. Ignored ..

Basically i think i just hate today ..

Sudden flu .. eyes started to swell.. felt so terrible ..

Called to get feed back from some clients.. rejected .. not interested .. gosh.. i was thinking.. i m just so dead.. what am i gonna do.. boss is giving me pressure in this .. headache for few days thinking bout i m so not productive..

talked to baby yesterday telling him that i ll be going to Soho this sat with some idiots.. as usual.. the consequences is he ll emo n dun like it n think a lot .. i understand that and accepted him because it's just him.. tat's my baby hubby.. 

text him this morning .. until now .. received no reply ... felt ignored .. is it because of what i told him last nite .. if is so.. i rather not go tis sat nite .. cant really bare him ignoring me and me keep thinking what is he thinkin ..

saw his fb's status .. wanting to keep himself extremely busy .. guess that status make my day worst.. i really wish i din see tat status .. hmm..

what the hell am i thinking !!

New Experiences ..

Ups and downs after the last semester..

Internship started just like a week ago .. and our 1st event for our intern is iFoodex .. together with the international chocolate fair at PISA ..

lots of different country of chocolates were sold in 3 days .. tat's was a whole new experiences with chocolates .. din know tat chocolates are so tempting to some people .. especially the chocolate lovers.. so or not .. i m not really a chocolate lover myself ..

But i fall in love .. with this type of chocolate from Australia .. it's the merlot wine chocolate .. not really a wine lover but .. seriously .. this chocolate is just so amazing .. the taste of the wine blend in the chocolate .. hmm.. yum yum ..

Australian Merlot Wine Chocolate

Work was fun i guess .. 

Trying my very hard to blend into with my workmates .. sometimes i just felt i dun blend in .. but is ok .. is a whole new experience for me ..

Things wasn't that well with baby either .. maybe i m just tired over the weekends .. well .. i don't want to think bout it anymore .. it hurts me too much to think bout it again ..

Weekends is just around the corner .. parents'day and drinking day .. grace's bday .. just cant wait .. ^^