Actually there are a lot of things to write bout .. but the thing is .. i forget most of them ..
maybe is due to the sleepless nite .. which makes my brain not functioning tat well ..
When i get back I opened my door and saw an envelope .. i opened it .. It was an apology card made by Ky-Ean .. and i read it .. inside is full of our memories .. and also he said sorry .. It was a hand made card .. behind it .. there is a 'Now and Forever' lyrics ..
I asked Alicia out to company me .. we went to the Basketball court .. where i eventually broke down .. all the emotions were tumbled down .. been having all sorts of emotions for the past days .. But it was kept inside me ..
coz i told myself .. i ll not cry anymore .. i ll be tough .. but guess 2nite i had enuf .. i broke down crying ..
i had all these emotions goin into me .. i dunno wat to do .. i m just another lost puppy .. thanks god Alicia is here to keep me company .. she lent me her shoulder to cry on .. thanks a lot gal ..
I had all the mix up feelings .. i dunno wat i wan .. i dun wan to hurt anyone .. i just wan everyone around me to be happy .. i was pretty sad last nite .. knowin tat u lied or u din .. i dunno .. i dunno which of ur words should i trust .. i really dunno .. n yes .. u screwed up my day yesterday ..
I know i should think for myself .. just i cant .. i cant hurt others nor make them sad .. all i wan is everyone to be happy.. that's all tat worth ..
All i know now is .. a few more hours i m coming back to Penang .. n yes i miss Penang .. tis is gonna be the time where i can get myself away from all the problems for temporary .. i hope ..
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