Changes ..

I m writin my blog .. wit tears flowin non-stop ..

We had our phone called .. but there is like no conversation any more between us .. u have changed ..

U said u changed becoz i made u to .. the way i treated u coldly then and the way i treated u now makes u changed ..

U cant even give me answer on wat i m to u now n wat's my position in ur heart .. i m nt the one give up anymore .. u did ..

U said u needed time .. now u can have all the time u wan .. no one is forcin u anymore .. u have ur life back ..

I being selfish .. i being pathetic .. tears rollin down non stop ..

U always say can we talk bout tis other day .. tat u r tired n sleepy ..i just wan2 talk like we used to do ..even i m sick now .. i still waited for ur call ..but all we had in conversation was ntg at all ...

U say i m pickin on u .. mayb i m .. coz i wan u to realize ur mistakes .. now i m wrong .. i should just let u be the way it is ..

U said nobody understand how u feels .. u never said it up .. how could anyone understand ? U said u can go thru the whole months tat i was slipping away .. have u thought wat i have been thru too this entire time .. from the time u taken me for granted .. till the time i slipped away from u .. till now .. 

I hate myself for crying .. i hate it when my heart ache .. askin u for the answers really hurts .. all i wan is just attention n love from u .. is tat so hard now ?

I just wan it like how we used to b .. but now i feel .. tat i no longer part of u anymore .. mayb tis is the best for u .. nobody is goin to screw up ur life .. u said is too late .. but is never too late to get back ur life ..

U say i always assume stuff .. din u know tat things tat u say makes me do so .. mayb u r rite ..
We need a break from all these .. Honestly i dun wan a break .. s the break ll never ends ..

I just wan2 say i miss u badly .. i cant .. i wan2 say i love u .. i cant .. coz u wont believe anymore .. u wont care anymore ..

Do u still love me like u always do now ? M i still in ur heart ?

All i wan now is back to how we used to be .. tat's all ..