I realize..

I knew.. that things arent easy for you.. but i never realized it was till this ..

I am sorry..

I know you have sacrifice too much for me.. for us.. 

I know.. if i wasnt being selfish tat day, you would have a better life.. a happy one..

I know, if i dint made that decision, you wont be dropping tears that day..

I know, if i have the courage to let you go, you wont be suffering that much like how you are now..

I am sorry.. 

But, no matter wat you have, who you are.. You are still the love of my life.

You are still the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life.. 

I am sorry baby.. and.. i love you ..