14 November 2011 ..

Our birthday have passed.. another year of we celebrate together.. and i hope.. we will always do..

It's not the first time.. again.. you left in the wee hour in the morning..

again, the feelings is unbearable.. 

For the times, i wanted to stand by the window and waved you goodbye and have a safe journey back.. yet i couldn't.. seeing you left breaks me inside..

i know you having the same feeling too.. as you request me not to send you down.. 

you felt i am annoying.. that i keep saying "please drive safe.." .. 

i said it as i really cant lose you.. i said it coz i really love you and wanted to be with you.. so no matter how annoyed you felt, i still ll say it..

Baby, i never wanna lose you.. i wouldn't know what i ll do then.. missing you every single second of my life has been having an impact to me.. i really wouldn't want to imagine if i ever lose you..

So please..