Forgive me ..

I tried .. i m still trying .. but i cant fake it anymore .. no more .. no more lies to myself ..

Tonite .. tis moments .. i break down once again .. i cant slp .. i cant study .. i m done ..

love is so real .. yet so sad .. i saw some stars tonite .. wishing tat u ll forgive n forget .. wishing tat everything is just a dream .. tat when i woke up .. we r still the loving couple we used to be .. 

i know i m stupid .. tat i dunno how to express myself .. stupid tat i hurt u till u gave up on me .. but baby pls .. i just wan to see ur smile .. to see u happy .. to appreciate me more ..

why can the time i almost gave up ..u held on to me ..  u pulled me back up .. but why now .. when u givin me ..u r not letting me held on to u .. u say it not worthy .. is worthy .. to me is worthy .. from last time till now .. is worthy ..pls .. 

i need u  .. i cant live without u anymore .. i need u .. 

smiles to me are so fake now .. i dun wan2 smile nor laugh anymore .. i dun wan2 fake it anymroe .. but my tears are real .. they cant stop flowing .. 

i know how hurt it is ..pls .. love me back .. give me another chance .. give our relationship another chance ..

pls .. i really cant held myself any longer anymore .. tis is the point where i cant anymore ..forgive me pls .. 

give our relationship another chance to continue our story .. please baby please ..