28 April 2010 ..

Back to Kampar today .. seriously .. dun wan2 come back at all ..nt bcoz of my family or everything in Penang .. but is my life in Kampar .. i m gettin very tired of every single thing .. things are nt at the way it is .. problems surronding me .. results sucks .. everything screwed up .. blame no one but me ,,

Results.. i all mine to be blame..i din try my best at all .. i put relationship above my studies this time .. i dunno why n i dunno how i do so .. guess i just fell into deep shit .. i disappointed my daddy n mummy again .. i m sry ..

But i ll do my very best for the upcomin sems .. i ll nt disappoint u both again ..

At home, i read a book .. found a few meaningful poems in it .. but can i used it ? can i able to stand alone ? id cant .. No more ..

Today .. a very good fren of mine .. gave me a lot of advises .. follow my heart ..
Another fren .. posted this .. "If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back they never ask you to"

And the last fren, said this.. *you never appreciate ur life..
*because the life u want can't be ur life now..
*when you din learn to appreciate..
*urself
*that is not a life.. and..
*u will lost soon
*never live for someone that never appreciate you..
*so, if u don't appreciate urself..
*who wil?

Honestly and seriously, i ll still live for tat person.. even thou he will nt appreciate me anymore, even thou he dun love me no more .. but i dun care .. coz i still do love him .. living everyday to see him smiles .. makes my day ..

2day really sucks !