What should i do ..

I really dun understand baby .. i felt tat baby is keeping his feelings again from me ..

I know.. i shouldnt be thinking bout the past anymore .. but i just cant stop it .. the vengeance heart in me just cant let it go ... i hate the past of mine .. i hate the feeling of it .. i hate to hate others ..

i thought that telling everything from how i felt to baby is just being honest and open up myself to him .. guess i was wrong .. baby wont even tell me wat is he thinking ..

logically i know .. he must be angry or upset by now .. but i just wan him to know how i felt ..

baby .. i never suspect my won feelings .. i m very sure of my own feelings .. i know wat u thinking .. but to tell u this .. i m very sure who fills my heart and who i love dearly ..

is u Baby ..

i dunno what i should do now .. i felt that i wan2 close myself up from now on .. saying things out on how i felt and everything makes us unhappy and kept silent .. i hate it this way ..