Recovering ..

Been getting sick lately .. baby too .. just recovered from his one day fever not long ..after that .. i fall sick again ..

this is is worst .. i dunno why n how .. been eating well lately yet i still having gastric .. been so painful tat nite till i kept on running in n out the toilet due to tummy ache n vomit .. at first i thought it was food poisoning .. but not .. had fever ..and the next morning .. according to baby .. i fainted .. 

finally i have to go to the hospital .. get drip and worst .. got injections .. nt my day after all ...

i felt very very bad and very guilty these few days .. baby have to take care of me and no time for his studies and his stuff .. i felt so bad .. how i wish i m not weak in health .. 

baby having his mid term tmr .. yet still haven finish studying .. is all my fault .. i fall sick at the wrong time .. i really hated myself for this .. why i have burden my baby .. i hate myself for being so weak .. i felt so useless ..

baby i m sorry .. sorry for troubling baby and burdening baby to take care of me ..

baby .. thanks a lot for taking care of me when i m sick .. how i wish i could be a better gf for u .. 

love u a lot ..