A trip down to the lane of memories ..

Gone to KL .. from the 1st April .. the Thursday nite .. till today .. 4th April .. i m back to Kampar .. a place fills with memories of u ..

Goin down KL was hesitated by me .. to go or not to go .. promised i wont bother u .. as u wan the whole weekend for urself .. went down to buy my heels .. which i wanted u to choose it so badly ..

In KL, stayed at Suren's place .. with Alicia .. yet u dunno tat i was there .. is was hurtin me so deeply inside .. Misses u badly .. wan2 see u badly ..

I din request to stay wit u .. all i wan is a just a hug from u .. seeing u even for a minute is more than i could ask .. all i wan is to see u n get a hug from .. tat's all .. can say .. so near yet so far from u ..

went to midvalley today .. passed the pet wonderland .. reminds me of the memories we had .. back to kampar .. reminds me much more of the moments we had together .. where else can i go .. goin back Pg ? I cant.. i dun think i can control my emotions anymore .. i might just break down when i sees my parents .. just lidat .. there is no more place for me to go ..

My place in ur heart has been replaced .. or mayb not .. but my seat has shifted .. no longer tat important anymore .. tis really hurts .. i wanted to b tough .. yet is so hard .. standin strong is just all fake .. i m still weak inside .. i still need u ..

I know i m harsh to u durin our arguements yesterday ... today i just wan2 call n apologize and make up for it ..is it so hard .. u dun even wan2 pick up my calls .. u cancelled my calls n u swtich off ur phones ..

Izzit u wan2 heard the news from my frens sayin that something bad happened to me only then u ll call back n answer my call .. is tat wat u wan ? is tat wat u wished for ..

i feel like saying this .. 陈欣宜今天死了 .