Listening to the song Officially Missing You - Tamia .. reminds me how much m i gonna be missing you when i gone to intern .. silly me i know .. this is wat u always told me .. u always told me dun say till like u wont see me again .. haha .but is ok .. i know hw i feel ..
3 more days to Xmas .. or more to Xmas eve .. time really past by fast .. little did i know .. it's already gonna be a year since i first step into UTAR .. time really do past by without us all realizing it ..
THe xmas celebration last year still flesh in my memory .. but yet .. is already a year since then .. we are all grown up now .. a year and a year ll pass .. n we r gonna be 21 soon .. all of a sudden .. i dun wan2 grow up .. i wan2 b a child .. where no worries .. but fill with laughters ..
Guess tis year is the year where my tears flows the most .. i m getting weaker n weaker inside without i realizing it .. i may look strong outside .. but i m nt inside .. most of the time .. i tried my very hard to stop my tears from flowing down .. yup .. tat's the silly me ..
i learnt many things this year .. tat to let go out things .. i learnt nt to cry in front of my parents even is on the phone .. nt even a tear shall fall .. i wont let them worry bout me when i m far from them .. tat's wat i have learnt ..
i also realize tat when things are yours .. it is nt yours .. there is no point chasin after something tat dun belong to u .. i learnt tat not being myself will only make ppl thinks tat i m always ok ..i realized tat being my real self .. i can see things much more better n wider ..
there are a lot of joys too tis year .. getting to know Caroline, Edward, VIshnu, Chuek, SHarwin and the rest was something amazing .. they are so fun to b with .. Caroline is our big hot mama tat ll be always there when u need her .. so does the rest .. always care for their frens anytime ..
Get closed with my 2 frens too .. Alicia n Jess .. these 2 are the one who always there for me in class n anywhere .. although Jess a little po ma .. but we still love her .. Alicia is always gd in giving out ideas n suggestions ..
lot of things happened for the whole year .. happy n sad .. tears n laughters .. people walkin into my life n walked out ..but the best is .. getting to know all of u ..
Love all of u ..
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