Amitié ..

Is it just me ? that i felt something that shouldn't be ..

Everything seems different from last time .. felt being like a doll .. is it just me ? 

won't you understand ? a person for me to voice out myself to .. cause you are one of the person that i can go to and express myself .. but all i wanted is you t hear .. yes sometimes i needed your advice .. but sometimes .. wont you think that your words is a little too harsh that it might hurt my feeling ?

sometimes .. i felt that .. u r there for me when i needed someone to talk to .. but sometimes .. i felt that expressing my thoughts to you makes me felt so useless and being nuisance from what you replied to our conversation ..

sometimes .. i really wish you would understand and just lend me your ears .. and not advising me back with answer that your don't even know that it will hurt me ... 

maybe it's the differences of thoughts and opinion that we have .. i don't blame you for that .. blamed myself .. 

don't have to worry much .. just expressing myself .. nothing much of offense and feelings .. hope don't mind ..

gosh .. PP and Lin Wey .. i really miss you both badly .. thou i know that we aren't as close as we used to be anymore .. but .. our friendship is the one i cherish the most ..