Frustrated !

I don't understand what is the matter with you lately .. i wanted to know so badly .. u been sleeping a lot and yet you still so tired .. it's like you are not yourself at all at times .. i get worried bout that .. 

Felt so frustrated tonight .. hate going to bed with this mood .. hate it so much .. am i wrong or what ?

You are the one saying that you just want lye down on the bed and not sleeping .. a while later you just dozed off .. you said if anything wake you up .. supposed to wait for Navin call for yam cha .. yes is his fault to call so late for yam cha .. but you should have told him earlier that if is too late make it next time .. you don't have to wait for others to call you only then you respond and make a move .. 

I tried to woke you up .. you eventually did .. and also a kick from the knee on my head but you don't even care bout the pain and you slept back .. i felt so angry yet hurt that time .. went back to my assignment but i guess my mood just puff~ gone.. i woke you up the second time again and ask you to go back to room and sleep.. i tried to sleep too but the frustration in me just make me awake .. 

came out the room just to get my anger off writing blog.. you came out asking me don't want to sleep i said a while .. asking me am i angry at you was a silly question.. think it yourself .. you went back into the room with your temper .. a few minutes later you come back out throwing your keys and wallet to the table .. hate it when you do that .. again with your temper .. how could you do that ? throwing the wallet i gave to you just like that .. it hurts ... seeing your temper at me .. hurts double the pain ..

then you said let's go yam cha .. i just answered i don't want to go anymore .. i am tired .. it was earlier planned that i wanted to do my assignment and just let you have your boys night out .. you walked off with anger again ~ i just told you i wanted to go to sleep just because you are sleeping on the floor in the living room .. i felt bad seeing my Baby sleeping on the floor waiting for me .. 

But again .. you showed me your temper .. throwing the keys to the table again .. i hate it ~ i have my temper too .. but i did not show it .. i just keep myself shut .. don't want to have any arguments .. 

am i wrong to think for your own good ? i am so afraid that you will lost of friends with your this attitude and temper .. i just don't want to see my Baby without friends .. alone with no friends .. am i wrong to think this ?

i just really hate it tonight .. sleeping with a very bad mood .. hurt~